Poser Loser

for the past decade.. i have been struggling with who i really am.. ive been through a lot of phases.. and i mean a lot.. i could rage in through my closet and pick out an "image" and for the next year pick out an entirely different one.. im like a shapeshifter.. well unlike them, at least they know that they are shapeshifters.. at least they have a career..

im no artist.. im no musician.. i can sing, but thats pretty much it.. im not smart, not even close.. i tend to fool other people that i am.. but i dunno.. am i?

what am I? thats the million dollar question.. im gonna be 25 in a few years.. and i hope that by that time im still not struggling of who i really am..

if i wasn't me.. id probably be dust.. billions, zillions, gazillions of me scattered everywhere.. and yet i still afford to be unnoticed.. im just a spec who gets wiped away from the windows of humanity..